Ahhhhh!!

My house internet line got cut. I don't really have time to blog. This is really really sad. Wish that i can get back my line soon. By the way, she is really important to me. A word from her can really make me feel happy. I love her so much!!

/(^-^)...I ?o?? you..

Without realizing I’m already confuse,
Putting in me heart down the ground for the wonderful you,
Wishing to get a drop of blessing,
And it all comes with a word from you.

Time flies as I know you,
Predicament comes and goes as it should,
Please give me likelihood if I speak it to you,
Bothering you is really what I don’t wish to do.

What I want to verbalize is just the widespread five words,
Wishing and hoping you are with me,
But because of the promise,
I still can’t have you wish me…..

Hate today!!!!T.T

I broke my mouthpiece today…
I’m so sad to day…
She’s under the weather today…
Today is really an unlucky day for me…
Never mind I believe that all this will fly away like the wind from me…
Day will not be rainy anymore and the sun will always shine wherever place I go…
Someone please help me…
I don’t like all this nonsense…
It’s giving me pressure…
A big rock is on my head…
Pushing me down the ground...
And it’s killing me…
NONSENCE LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!!!!

Meaning of that THING??

Yesterday was I wonderful day, the band practice was just okay okay. Only some small problem that I don’t want to talk about. But I enjoyed my day because I went out with her. And it has been long time since I last step in the cinema. I was really late but at least we didn’t miss any part of the show. We spend our time walking here and there and she also meets her friends at there.



Day may be simple but it can mean a lot if u have that THING,
Day may be complicated but we learned a lot through that THING,
Day may be just as usual if you don’t notice a THING,
Day may be interesting if you just remember to add that THING,
Day may be joyful if u still remember u have that THING,
Live is always meaningful because of that thing!
What that thing?
Everyone will find out.
And once u find out, you will enjoy your whole life…

Ipoh trip...

On June 6, 2009, I went to Ipoh for a concert performance with Shen Jai school band. We depart around 10.30am. I’m sitting in side Evelyn’s car and accompany by my band buddy, Amir and also Jimmy. Actually I planed to sleep in the car but at last I didn’t. We were chatting not stop in the car and we are also the last one that arrived in Ipoh. We arrived there about 12.45pm and it’s really hot there. We went to a restaurant for our lunch their principal paid for our lunch and it’s really delicious.

After that we went to Perak Girl School’s hall for the rehearsal. After spending all our time there for sound check, we went to our hotel to chance and wash up ourselves. Amir is the 1st person who jumps on the bed with his smelly socks ant followed by Jason and finally me! After wasting our time in there, I when for a shower first; Jimmy was opening his accessories for his hair. And when Amir saw the hair straightened and he wan his hair to be straight. After all this nonsense we went to the hall once again with our full black attire.

When we reach there, we put our instrument and bags at the top floor. After that, we headed down for lunch. I enjoy throughout the whole concert and this is also the 1st time I walk down the stage and play in front of the audience. After performing all the pieces, we took a group photo together and at that time I saw my friend from Ipoh. She took some photo of me and left. I feel so sad because don’t get to say hi to her. Anyway she gave me a teddy and I name it Carmen.

After photo shooting, we went to a coffee shop for supper. I sat beside my god-sis, Phinn. I drank about 5 cups of water, maybe because of wasting to much saliva went playing saxophone. Later on we went to er… I don’t remember what street it is. Hehe. The ice-kacang that full of 15 types of fruit really tastes scrumptious. After all the eating we went back to our hotel. Once we step in the room 203, Jason rushes to the bed and sleep without changing or bathing. He is so sick. Hahaha. Me, jimmy and Amir keep playing around and keep taking lots of picture. We play around until 4.30am and finally we sleep peacefully.

We woke up on 7.50am and start to pack our luggage. We watch Jacky-Chan (cartoon version), Ninjas Turtle and also Phineas and Ferb. Hahaha. We first went for breakfast and its really really nice!! After that we sit in the car and ‘makan angin’. We finally stop at a cave. Er.. I don’t remember what I called. Sorry. But we enjoyed there, took a lot of photo there. After that, we rushes back to Cadenza Music House.

The end~~

Who is she? a simple day..

I miss her. Day is just so simple and fun but I still need her. Who is she? I don’t really know. Today my band and I went to Dewan Sri Pinang’s Rose Room to use their timpani. The feelings were really nice as I first step in the arctic, air-conditional room. We have been practicing at our sizzling hot canteen for all the time and this is the best feeling we have never have. We practice there from morning 8.30am until 5pm. We took a box of tom yam fried rice (I took 2 boxes of it..hahaha) as our lunch and also a pack of syrup. After that we went for our sectional. After the sectional practice my instructor asked me and Jeryl go help a lady to carry something. And this is the 1st time I carry so many planks and also metal. The penny-pinching lady is so damm exasperating. She treats us life dogs. I hate her so much. She makes me think of a bull-dog, seriously she got that look.

Anyway after all that hard work, we went to the stall near by to eat ice-kacang. The feeling is so immense when I ate it. I will go there again! Today is just so simple but I’m happy. But I miss her! Who? I don’t know. What am I doing? Miss a person that I don’t know. Maybe not don’t know, it does just don’t want to share. Never mind, who cares?

My saxophone!!

Sectional time...

Tom yam fried rice...

My syrup!!

My lunch..(finished)

Can you see me?? Where am I??

Don't look at me lah!!

Me and Jeryl practicing...

Amir prasticing!!

Hate it so much!!! No one will understand.

Am I who I really am? Why am I doing all this things? Why can’t I enjoy my life? Why all this complicated things must happen on me? Haiz
Anyway I still need to solve all this problems. I need to keep asking myself why these things happen to me, what I can do and how to solve it. Since the beginning of form 4 all this problems started to come. I hate it so much.

Now the only thing I can do is to enjoy, be myself and do what I must and want to do. I want to score all my English paper with tremendous result, this subject is essential for me so that I will have a better future. Learning all the bombastic word to help in my essay, I really wish that I can write an essay that can impress others with a essay full of long or pretentious word.

I’ve promise myself that I will not get involve in love until I finish my SPM. But there is a girl that I like. Too bad studies come first; wish that I can score my SPM with flying colors. I am really craving for good results in my upcoming exam. I had never score straight As in my life, I am really eager to score it. I want to know how it feels like to get straight A1.

I have a whole week of school band practice; it’s very tiring and boring. We have been playing all the songs a lot of time but we still kept repeating. All the song are not easy to be played. I got lot more to learn, I will keep up all my hard work.

This is some photo of my band buddy and his section. A cool section!!!!

Amir!!!!(The trombonist)